If
you want something you've never had
You must be willing to do something you've never done.
You must be willing to do something you've never done.
Thomas
Jefferson
Have
you ever dreamt of changes in your life? I can scarcely believe that the anwer
is 'no'.
Suddenly
you face an unusual turn up that cuts you to the heart. You listen to
someone's significant speech, that touches your string. You meet an ordinary
person, who is inside like a creature from outer space. You read a book and
understand that it's more than just reading, because you're captivated, even
caught by some of its wise thoughts, that waken your inwardness. I mean some
starting point that forces you to take a fresh look at your path.
I'd
like to start from the very beginning. After the celebration of this New
Year with our relatives, a small argument boiled over into a serious quarrel.
The worst of it was that this quarrel seemed to sever any relationships between
siblings.
My
sister and I were in this soup due to our tempers, that are just the opposite.
I'm gentle-hearted, mellow, empathetic, sometimes obstinate, touchy and
supersensitive to criticism, while she is a hip-shooter, a person with
rebellious, although fair and creative, grain. None of us is honey. I won't go into details
not to draw you into digging for dirt. Fortunately, this unpleasantry, that could've
become the end of our relationships, turned out to be a driving force for both
my and her soul searching.
A 19-year old girl, who sometimes was lazy to make
her bed, who used to be edgy and criticize harshly without troubling about consequences, who had the making of a talented artist but drew only a few sketches per year, – this girl began to earn her living as a freelance graphic designer and started to paint pictures with coffee for exhibitions.
A 27-year old woman, who used to have offence at almost every remark, and who was looking for excuses of unrealised potential as an English teacher, completed a 4-month course of English, and managed to apply for a job of her dream.
Thankfully, we made up our quarrel in a few months, and learnt to appreciate each other even more than before.
I suppose both I and my sister became ready to change, because we were in pain and despair. Then we calmed down and took over our emotions. The quieter we become, the more we can hear. Thus the right things in our lives started happening.
I suppose both I and my sister became ready to change, because we were in pain and despair. Then we calmed down and took over our emotions. The quieter we become, the more we can hear. Thus the right things in our lives started happening.
Coincidence or Destiny?
Lately my mind has been travelling over chain of recent happenings. Willy-nilly I notice myself reexperiencing an image that hounts me unobtrusively. I tend to consider it nothing if not on purpose.
I'd like to share with you my sister's (Svitlana Martynyuk's) picture of Buddha, that was drawn just after the New Year's situation, and posted with the caption text "My personal Buddha". Later my father, Oleksandr Martynyuk, converted it into vector drawing:
To
make it clear, all the members of my family are Christians, however there's no reason why
we shouldn't be interested in different cultures and worldview.
Later I returned to this subject while preparing to religion-themed English class. It was not about Buddah; it was about person's mental and physical purifying, the essential idea of Buddhism. Actually, the similar idea is in Bible:
Therefore, since we have these promises, dear friends, let us purify
ourselves from everything that contaminates body and spirit, perfecting
holiness out of reverence for God.
2 Corinthians 7:1
A week ago after my successful job-interview, Volodymyr Kolyvai, General Director of Image Osvita, business trainer and consultant, invited me to his training program 'Mind Management' about the most effective ways of personal growth. I'm very thankful to this man for belief in me as a good English Teacher, and for sharing wise, applicable and helpful ideas, that I had the pleasure to glean during this program. In spite of the fact the core thoughts were connected with the principles of Buddhism, that's not the point. No matter religion, self-evolution is the issue for everyone.
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My husband, Oleksandr Polyukhovych, usually says about the importance of stepping outside the comfort zone and follows this principle every day. Being a successful developer, he tries to carve out time for self-education every day to find out something new in IT sphere and to help other developers (through articles in his blog) to sort out problems concerning programming.
He gains through giving. He is ready to discomforts and difficulties and beleives, that they lead to beautiful destination, because the only thing that changes us is one that challenges us. Between two options: 'make progress' and 'make excuses' he chooses the first one. He would rather move on than hold on.
Be ready for some unexpected journeys, and don't be afraid to give up something safe, comfortable, ordinary and familiar for your passion!
